LeeshaLeesh™ - Novice Novelista

I changed the name of my Tumblr

2011-02-28T14:07:00.001-08:00

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Shutting down this blog

2010-12-09T23:50:00.000-08:00

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that is all, goodbye!

Little Black Dress and Co.

2010-07-09T14:29:00.000-07:00

#fwm, I feel inspired.

July #1 Looks I love

2010-07-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

I love tribal print leggings sooo biggg! (Torrid)

Working Out

2010-06-25T19:06:00.001-07:00

IS REALLY HARD. I just thought I'd let you know that. I am doing really well with the eating right though. I eat more veggies and wheat. I also drink a ton more water. My skin is so clear, but darker due to the sun. Which, by the way, I am loving. The sun is amazing and warm. :/ Whatevss.

Just an update,

LeeshaLeesh

Picking Baby Names

2010-06-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

NO I'm not pregnant. But I'd love to be one day. I want my children to have unique, meaningful, and successful names :D Here are just a few of my choices. (I want twins, you'll notice):

Girls:
Katartizesthe
Asterisk Jenia
Chloe and Chlover
Cashmere and Cartigan
Layla Reachell
Boys:
Reeno Jackson
Dash Aterio
Preston and Prince
Preston and Prestine (boy and girl)

That is all. :D

LeeshaLeeshLove

Never Ending Love

2010-06-09T23:18:00.001-07:00

I just saw 'The Back-Up Plan' and it was all about how this woman who was pregnant with kids was afraid to commit because she thought that whoever she trusted would leave her. I feel that way sometimes. Like something just wont last forever. Recently, things have changed in my mindset. I believe in true love and that one day it will find me. Heck, the love I have for God is infinite. Yes, sometimes I get scared because I can't feel him in every situation and yes, I feel like I'm always falling short. But, that's what love is. Being terrified and having someone have your back through it all, even if you can't see them. I'm happy right now. Just did the big chop and errthang.

I'm cute, huh? Yeah, I'm getting used to it. I might get back on my drama game for youtube and all. I'm just not very confident in my equitment. :/ haha, well that be all for now.

LeeshaLeeshLove ♥

Weight Loss

2010-05-26T21:58:00.000-07:00

I feel like this is way overdue. I have been trapped in this body for way too long. Health problems and social issues; they will all pass away as I do this for myself. God says that the body is a temple. My temple needs some cleaning up. I know it isnt going to be easy and I'm going to shed a tear or two. I am DETERMINED to do this. I NEED this for myself. I'm ready.

LeeshaLeeshLove.

First Semester of College

2010-05-13T14:42:00.000-07:00

This first semester of college was amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better four months in my life. I met beautiful friend, made outstanding revelations, sniffed out new things about myself and I discovered what I want for my future. It wasn't always fun, but it's getting harder to say goodbye. But, I'll be back this fall to start all over again. Life. Is. Good.

It be His Will,

'Leesha

Maybe?

2010-04-21T16:09:00.001-07:00

Clocks tick as
the time passes
and you pass
me by
Just like time you are
e t e r n a l
and I love you, but I've
never met you
It's crazy how
even though you and I can't be
my eyes let me see it and
I can't delete it
cause, this was destiny
and I
just want, what I cannot have.

--LeeshaLeesh

Busy and Broke

2010-04-05T15:14:00.000-07:00

So, now that I'm in college, life is getting busier. I'm trying to balance school, friends, responsibility in my faith, health, family, my dreams and sleep all in 24 hours that I have. Sometimes I just want to breath and lie down. But I know that if I even exhale, something wont get done or someone will be upset with me in some way. Everyday gets easier, so I just take it day by day. Life is hard and it will always be that way, but it gets easier. I'm praying for a job at this moment, that means I'll have to put somethings on the back burner. My life is amazing but, just this added could change everything for me. It means income and security in assets. It also means less friend time, and school time. I got this though.

It be His will,

LeeshaLeesh.

Resolution

2010-03-10T18:59:00.000-08:00

God takes my life in crazy places. Places I never thought I would ever go on in my life. BUT, I am grateful. The guy I was interested in (in the older posts) ended up being a dud. And, if God hadn't put me in that position to get that close, I wouldn't have ever seen the truth of the matter. I found refuge in my God, my family, and my friends. I advise anyone who reads this (no one) to keep your eye on things greater when you feel down about ANYTHING. Also, I figured out that I end up blogging for myself with hopes that I can help another. So, really, if anyone reads this and you know a friend who needs a little encouraging, send them here.

If it be His will,

LeeshaLeesh dah beast

formspring.me

2010-02-23T15:25:00.001-08:00

because I wouldn't have it any other way... http://formspring.me/leeshaleeshlove

Communication is Key

2010-02-16T11:10:00.000-08:00

When you meet a person, you say "Hello", "Hi", "What's up?!" or whatever your greeting of choice may be. Then as your 'relationship', 'frienship', or whatever your classification grows to be, you have more to say to each other. Trust starts to develope the long you know that person. When you hold in whatever you are going to say to that person, you automatically plant the seed of assumption. Assumption is the trippiest crap that has ever been created. I, personally, have been in a assuming relationship. Advise? Yeah, don't go for it. Be honest. Nothing bad can come of being completely real with another person. Especially when you are trying to (protect) them from 'hurt'. It hurts more when you don't tell them. But, in this long informal passage, I am trying to say this. Don't be afraid of speaking. Be slow in action, and swift in words. :D
That's Life,

LeeshaLeesh dah beast!

Just trying to cope

2010-02-13T12:11:00.000-08:00

If anyone really reads this, you can sense my attempts to get over. Get over him, get over this, get over a crush. But I find it easier as I hang out with friends, laugh and catch myself before I fall into deep thought. Girls: Boys suck when it comes to just talking about feelings. Also, don't be afraid of him, the worst thing he can say is 'No, leave me alone.' IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! Boys: Girls just want what they need. Be stern, but don't be an ass. Don't IGNORE the girl when you get yo draws in a bunch. GET OVER IT. There may be other fish in the sea, but some fish are especially hard to pick. Hold on to her before she's gone forever.

BUT, those are just my two cents on the situation. I'm over it, I've cleared my mind, and I'm ready for the next honey dip to come in and show me what REAL LOVE IS.

It be His will,

LeeshaLeesh duh Beast!

So when you try something new

2010-02-12T09:46:00.000-08:00

Taking things with a grain of salt has always been my bad habit of choice. When they tell you, "He's no good for you." and "Why don't you move on." or even, "Is that really what's best for you?", we totally blow it off because, 'we' know what's best for us. Even so, what feels good, ain't always what's good for us. I live my life trying to invent myself and I know that bumps in the road are good for polishing. Now I know, when my friends, family, and innocent bystanders tell me that it's no good, I'll listen and save myself time, heartache, and headaches. BUT, that does not mean stop keep living life to the fullest with no regrets. Because, even though I was foolish (am foolish) I had fun and wouldn't take it back for all the money on this Earth. ♥♥♥

It be God will,

LeeshaLeesh dah Beast!

Relationships

2010-01-18T16:08:00.001-08:00

In college, relationships come in bursts. You love the person with all your heart for a short time, then you put them on the list of regrets the next. I want a LONG, LASTING, and MEMORABLE relationship with a guy. I'm a lady, so I'm no hit it and quit it type of girl. As much as I want to be with someone like that ( the relationship), there's always the 'you're a dime a dozen' thing. Yes, there are girls ALL OVER the campus and they will give it up for a Twix and some (game). Boys: They don't want you! They want the next guy to see that they can get it and then it's on to the next one! So, anyone who see's this blog (anyone), know that every person you come into contact with (pleasant or unpleasant) is precious. Because, you never know when the hands of fate will turn.

Until next time; it be God's will,

LeeshaLeesh dah Beast!

Bashful

2010-01-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

So this is the first time I've been away from home in my entire life. First off, I thought it would be nothing far from amazing. Needless to say, I was wrong. HERE, there's no one to talk to . I don't have anyone to talk to. But a plus; my make up blending is getting so good. Because I have so much time on my hands, I can practice. College isn't so bad. I guess when classes start I'll have something to do. :D

Another thing, I might start a college diet. The walking to classes combined with constant fruit eating and studying and having fun. <-- the weight will just melt off.

Wish me luck!

Until next time; it be God's will,

LeeshaLeesh duh Beast!

November 5, 2009 : Thought Exerpt

2009-11-05T14:54:00.000-08:00

"It's only cold here because you're here", he thought.

It had been months since they'd spoken to each other. Yes, they've tried communicating, but it always ends the same.

"I'm sorry."

"You don't mean that."

"I love you"

"I know you do. I love you too."

"I don't trust you."

Silence.

It had taken him months to gain her trust. Now she wouldn't even trust him with her purse. Let alone, her heart.

Cold, alone and confused; the winter would be hard without her to keep him warm.

Winter.

Things will look up

2009-10-30T14:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween Weekend!

I'm sick. I've had a fever, chills, night sweats, and cramps. Along with, a sore throat.

I did get to read and write a bit between the naps, but that's not the point of this post.

There will be ups and downs in the thing I call 'life' but no one wants to be invited to a pity party. I have to wait it out, and dust myself off.

I have full confidence that I will be back on my feet in the next three days.

I cannot wait.

Giving all honor to God,

Aleesha.

*Try sleeping with a broken heart* - Alicia Keys

I am a sen10r

2009-08-24T20:53:00.001-07:00

Yeah, that was a bit cliche.

It's my senior year in High school.

Now I just need to apply to some colleges and stuff and get in.

I got a job interview tomorrow at the Tapioca Lounge.

It's just like Tealicious.

yeah, well, life is gonna be good from now on.

^__________^ I hope.

Movies Like This #1

2009-08-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

Post Grad (August 21,2009)

Movies like this have a predictable plot.

Girl has sucess.

Girl has hard times.

Male companion comforts Girl hoping for an emotional advance.

Girl seeks advice from local 'helper'.

Girl slowly falls for helper.

Male companion is let down countless times.

*surprise ending*

Hmn, don't say I didn't already tell you.

I just deleted my myspace

2009-08-18T12:20:00.000-07:00

I turned 17 in June of 2009 and I figured it was time to let go of childish things.

Childish as in things I used to have that I dont need now.

One of these things was my 8 year old myspace.

:D I am overjoyed that I was able to let go of that and move on.

Now I use face book and blogger to show of my mature side and now I'm a happier person.

New Music Love!

2009-04-23T15:20:00.001-07:00

Ohkay, so I've been away from this blog for like eleven years.
NOW I have some musical updates.
....here it be.
Jessica Jarrell

So Jessica has this track called "Armageddon" out right now. I'm not sure how long it's been out but I think she is going to go REAL far with her voice.
ALSO
Keri Hilson

Keri just dropped her second CD I believe and it is amazing. My favorite tracks are "Love" and "Knocks you down" .

Yeah, so that's it!
:D

What I eat for breakfast

2008-12-27T13:24:00.000-08:00

Ok, so I like to eat a great breakfast to supply me nutrients throughout the day. You know, EAT BREAKFAST LIKE A KING, LUNCH LIKE A PAUPER, and DINNER LIKE A POOR MAN. Yeah, I'm all over that. So here is my breakfast of Cream of Wheat. <---That stuff is hellagood for you. Good source of fiber and calcium and low in sugar and sodium.

1 1/4 cup of milk or water
3 TBS of Cream of Wheat
1 cap of vanilla extract
2 TBS of sugar or imitation sugar
1 cap of almond extract
1 pinch of ginger

:D Put the water, vanilla, ginger, sugar, and almond together until boiled then add the Cream of Wheat. STIR or as I like to say, PERCOLATE. Let sit until cool enough to eat.

ENJOY!

Virtuous Living

2008-11-08T15:43:00.001-08:00

Oh Hay! It's Aleesha again and I want to talk about having virtues. A virtue by definition is moral excellence. I think that virtuous people are the most overlooked and ridiculed. So, in saying that, I would like to begin living this way. Almost being like a character from a book; brave, strong, confident, and having selfcontrol. Living this way I think that blessings will come forth for me. I don't want to think about dating, eating, or anything like that. Things that are important to me.

By doing that, I will lead a simpler life. I will think of what is only important then and then for the future. I fulfil my needs and ignore my wants. :D I think that's the way I will transform myself.

That's all for today.
OH, and if you want to see some skills.!

The Elections

2008-11-04T19:14:00.003-08:00

There's been this nonsensical hype about the elections. All the kids at school are talking about leaving the country if Obama is elected. Some are saying he will be shot. Some are saying that McCain is so old that he will die soon and most are saying death will come either way. I believe that if we just calm down, and make do with what we have, we wont ever have to worry. Gas prices? Work your way around them. Taxes? Start conserving. All the issues will be resolved on person at at a time. Teens and Adults alike are dimwittedly yapping at the mouth and bashing people that are neighbors even. Ignorance has NEVER solved anything. That is proven.

I wrote about Ike after the storm

2008-10-08T14:33:00.001-07:00

Hmm, did Ike ever find Tina?
I thinks not. I mean, Ike came through like spinning top.
People got crap tore up and everything
Personally, my lights were out for 2 weeks AKA far to damn long.
It was hot and there were mosquitoes everywhere.
Mann, I'm already a big girl, why heat me up?
Lawlz, but foreall, I realized a lot over the break.
I don't need to sweat the little stuff, I need to appreciate the small stuff.
I thank God everyday for what I have. He showed me who was in control for the past two weeks. I cannot do ANYTHING without Him, I mean without complaining.
I missed my laptop, my Ipod, my damn straightener.
:D I'm sure glad it's back.
Thank you so much Ike!

I wrote about Ike before the storm

2008-10-08T14:32:00.000-07:00

So all this talk about the hurricane that's supposed to hit today sounds like live crap. Yeah, I know I'll sound dumb when it does hit hard, but that's a risk Leesha is willing to take. It's safe to say the winds ARE picking up, and it is drizzling a little. :D I've been watching an "Anego" marathon. Man I love that show. I might do a drama blog about it when I'm done.
BUT back to the storm, its supposed to like..idk flood or something. I mean i know Katrina was a betch to Lousiana, and Rita was a witch to Galveston...but idk, Ike could deff show Houston up.
:D what do yall think?

Koizora

2008-10-08T14:31:00.001-07:00

AHH! I just finished this 6 episode, drama born from a movie hit. I mean, omgsh, can you say romance drama? So this offbeat kid goes for this ordanairy girl. She's like..hell naw I don't like you, then they fall in love. He gives her her first everything. It was really sweet. She caught some hell for dating him though. ANND they got pregnant, then she got bullied and LOST THE BABY! Then to put a cherrie on top, when they were about to get married, he gets cancer, then he breaks up with her because he thinks she could never take the news that he's sick. BAD MOVE. He ends up suffering without her because he thinks she cant take it...danng. Then he dies...i think. IDK I give it 2 thumbs and 4 stars. It's a bangin drama.

Cupid no Itazura

2008-10-08T14:28:00.000-07:00

So, I just finished this pretty ballin drama about 4 weeks ago. I posted it on my other blog and I would love to say it was a mazing. It's Japanese and its about this guy who can have sex only 7 more times because he has a disease called "Rainbow Balls" . He really wants to lose his virginity too, but he doesnt want to waste his rainbow balls on the wrong person. Basically throughout this drama there are many love squares/ triangles. :D I thought it was a pretty good one. I don't recommend it for children under the age of 14. It might be a little too graphic. I DEFF recommend watching, its a good one.

Thoughts on love

2008-08-03T21:28:00.000-07:00

Over the years love has changed from just being able to feed the kids and keep a good spouse to being the only factor in being in relationships. I personally feel like unconditional love can only be felt and given by God the Father. Love that surpasses all and never stops in it's tracks when confronted with temptation. I also watch drama's about one sided love. It hurts me when I see someone giving 110 percent, draining their energy, giving time that they can't get back, and putting sweat, emotions, and tears into someone who can never equalize emotionally with that person. It literally rips me inside to see it. But to go through it, it feels like an enternal force pushes and pulls at the same time, forcing tears, and revealing things that only true love can hear. Love isn't blind. Love can see what a dope you are for him, that's why it teases you, makes your heart race, and you blush when you think of them. Also the love of possessions is wayyy out. If you can give up all your earthly things for one person to spend the rest of your life with, would you? Think about it. You want your routine over living your life to the fullest with the one God made for you from birth? Woah, I'd take it in a second. I always imagined my loves worst case is to be homeless, living with someone who makes me smile even though we're in the shitts. Having his smile replace our meals, and just having that feeling that keeps me living on in the midst of all. :D Thats real love. I don't mean to rant on about it, just, that's how I feel.

Hottest Music

2008-08-02T12:05:00.000-07:00

So I've been listening to lot's of new music.

I use MP3 Rocket for the music I can't buy on Itunes.

Here are some great song's I've listened to.

Robin Thicke's "Magic"

Chris Brown's "First Day of Spring"

and

Anthony David ft. India.Arie's "Words"

It's not a ton, but I really cannot stop listening to those songs

:D
That's it.

New Stuff for me

2008-07-21T13:54:00.001-07:00

So the first step for me in learning Japanese was 'Human Japanese'. It's this really cool program that helps you learn the language in a real way. Also at http://www.crunchyroll.com/ I'm going through the NHK Japanese videos. They help so much. :D

Another thing is http://www.lang-8.com/. Its a super awsome site that helps you learn the language as you explore it. woah, nice huh? I also watched like 3 new dramas since my last post.

"Attention Please" is one of them. I watched it and I really had like determination, it is really good. I also watched "Kimi wo petto". It had Jun-kun in it!!! :D KAWAII. I truly feel like the Japanese kawaii-ness is rubbing off on me. Crazy huh?

New Leaf Turnover

2008-07-13T22:14:00.001-07:00

So I got this groovy idea from www.tofugu.com

He was all talking about make a blog about your Japanese progression or something or another. So..I think I'll try this out.

So today, I review my vowels a,e,i,o,u in Hiragana.

あ,え,い,お,う

I decided to take it slow; hiragana, kantana, then kanji.

I truly believe the slower you take it, the more you take in and remember. Am I wrong? :D yeah, no.

Wish me luck, I'm just beginning.

Happy 232nd Birthday America!

2008-07-04T12:04:00.001-07:00

Ni, hao! Today is July 4th and it is heavily raining in Houston. Man, so ironic. The happiest, most patriotic day's makes God cry. I am listening to Chrisette Michele's hit "Love is you". OMG that is my JAM on the real. Music does things to people when you look close enough. You have to be pretty strong willed not to want to wiggle your hips when music comes on. Crazy huh? I need to practice my keyboard. I suck pretty bad. I'm better at Chinese than I am at music. I think I have a great singing voice though, you should hear. Maybe I could be on American Idol sometime! VOTE FOR ME! Now I feel a little super charged. I was on www.crunchyroll.com all night last night. I met some cool black Asian lovers! I really love dramas. I am now watching an old school drama called "Snow White", it's so good! I dried so many dishes today...ughhh. Oh and me sister TrishaMayJones is coming home tomorrow! I can't wait, she's so cool. :D Yeah so thats enough. God bless you and your families.

LeeshaLeesh™- BETHECHANGE!

It's 12:43 in the morning

2008-07-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hey! First time blogging in 'Blogger'. Hmph, summer is a drag for real. I mean, I am writing and whatever, and reading like a mad man. I can't help but feel like there is something else I should be doing. You know how everybody tries to lose like 30 pounds over the summer break? Well I do 'Turbo Jam' with my sister. It works really really well. Then I get to where I want to be in the day, drinking water and eerrrthang, then I cheat and eat some crap I know I don't need to be eatin. Crazy huh? Also, I was just watching 'They kiss again' cause I am a big Asian Drama fan. It's my second time watching it too. I can just hear my mama screaming in her head right now 'GO TO BED FOOL!' haha. She wrong, but I know I need to go to sleep sometime. I think I have like insomnia or something. When I lay down, it takes me at least and hour to go to sleep, so I don't even bother to go to bed sometimes. My sister thinks that's the cause of my acne, but I know it's not sleep deprivation. Can't be. Have any of yall ever studied a new language and it be hard as wood? I'm studying Chinese Mandarin. It is so difficult. I really want to be a teacher in Taiwan though, I don't wanna give up just now. Pray for my strength!

Good Night Now Yall